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Friday, November 14, 2008

12:52PM - texas

Beginning November 25th and ending December 1st I will be in TEXAS!


We spent a SHIT LOAD of our savings money fly out there AND im going to be there for my birthday : ]

Chris got tickets for us to watch the Sharks beat Dallas on their home turf. Well... he just bought the tix, I just know the Sharks will do the rest for me ; ]

Anyways, I really want to see as many tx friends as possible and have an awesome bday.. It sux I gotta plan this myself if I want it to happen. I just hope I have a good time and im not stuck at chris's parents house doing NOTHING.

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1:32AM

I just don't know what I would do if I lost any of my best friends.

 

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

1:58PM

I just can't believe it.

I'm taking this harder than I expected. Holly was such a wonderful, sweet, cheerful person. I cannot get her face out of my head and I don't think I ever will, nor do I want to. We may not have seen each other very often, but I had a lot of love for that girl. Since the day her and her sister started working at Togo's, we clicked. I guess she just had that way about her though. How could you not get along with Holly? She was so full of life, love, and always ready to have a good time. I miss gossiping about our love lives, her crazy schedules, and family life.

I feel so bad for her family. Especially her sister. Now Heather's wedding isn't going to be the same. This is just a horrible, horrible tragedy.

I just keep having spurts of uncontrollable tears. Just thinking about our plan to get together soon is never going to happen. Or how yesterday, exactly when I was turning left on Corral Hollow to go to work, my friend was dying a quarter mile away to my right.

We may not have talked as regularly as I would have wished, but I will always love and miss that girl.
It's just not fair.
It never is.

Current mood: sad
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9:06AM


I'm a big baby. I'm upset because Sean can't be there for my stupid 5k run. I don't know why I make such a big deal about this in my head. It's a measely 3 miles. I've been working my way up to it (they call it training, but I call it getting back in shape) for the past 2 months and most people could still probably run 3 miles faster than I can (I'm aiming to finish it in 35 mins but it'll probably be more like 40-45). And i'm upset because my boyfriend won't be at the finish line to say congrats. Boo freaking hoo. 

He has to do his work program that Saturday. So it's a legit reason. I think I was more upset because it didn't bother him that he was going to miss it. I told him that was the day of my run and he said, "oh, are you mad at me now?" How about a "I'm sorry babe, I wish I could be there, but you know I have to do this." That would have been nice. Whatever. I just need to get over myself and stop thinking a 5k is some big effing deal. Or that people need to be there for every thing I consider important.

I need coffee. I'm always tired in the mornings, and when I'm tired I'm grumpy. Coffee makes me not tired. Without coffee, I'm tired, therefore I'm grumpy. I need coffee.

Current mood: disappointed
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

8:48PM

I don't normally do the whole posting lyrics thing, but these are good.

Hold your grandmother’s bible to your breast
Gonna put it to the test
You wanted it to be blessed
And in your heart
You know it to be true
You know what you gotta do
They all depend on you

And you already know
Yet you already know
How this will end

There is no escape
From the slave catcher’s songs
For all of the loved ones gone
Forever’s not so long
And in your soul
They poked a million holes
But you never let them show
Come on its time to go

And you already know
Yet you already know
How this will end

Now you’ve seen his face
And you know that there’s a place in the sun
For all that you’ve done
For you and your children
No longer shall you need
You always wanted to believe
Just ask and you’ll receive
Beyond your wildest dreams

And you already know
Yet you already know
How this will end

You already know (You already know)
You already know (You already know)
You already know
How this will end

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

8:44PM

FUCK.

I am almost as tired of saying that I'm lonely as I am of actually being lonely. Life, you are cruel, cruel bitch.

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Monday, November 10, 2008

11:16PM - LISTEN UP PEOPLE!




Some words of WISDOM!!!

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Thursday, November 6, 2008

4:55PM

So, it's not the best picture of me cuz my pants come up to my freaking belly button and make me look FAT, but Monta looks just fine :)




Don't we look great together? See how his heart is just glowing? ahhhh....

Anyways, last night rocked! My first Warriors game of the year. So much fun as always. I think I almost forgot how much fun they are. This is going on my 3rd year of never being at a game where they lose.... of course I probably just jinxed them. Whatevs... that's a long ass time to never see them lose, so I'm fine with that.

They started off pretty rough, but were able to get their warriors runs. Thank God for Biedrins, Azubuike (another future husband of mine.... Kimberly Azubuike?? haha), Brandan Wright, and C.J. Watson. They all played fantastically.  Stephen Jackson needs to back off on being a ball hog. Love the guy, but really? I know he feels he has to be the leader since Monta has been out, but COME ON!
Only a little over a month until Monta is back. Thank God. You can definitely see the difference with less people driving the lane. Thankfully Azubuike has really stepped it up this year and shown what he is capable of. People lost so much faith in the Warriors after Baron left, and it just disappoints me. A team is not built on ONE player. Yes, a team is built by the combination of the players, and how well they play together, but we have a solid team with quite a few KEY players from last year. I could care a less about Barnes leaving (even though he was nice to look at depending on my mood), and I say good riddance to Harrington. I've always liked him for some reason, but he seriously just sucks this year. We could use someone else at point.

Anyways, I'm sure none of you really cared at all about that, but I felt like venting to someone. I can't talk to Sean about it cuz he thinks he's so right and that the warriors just suck and monta sucks, and blah blah blah. He was never into basketball, but from watching a couple games with me, he thinks he knows it better than me. Pshhhhh! Sorry sweetie, I love you and all, but this is the one sport I got up on you.

So, speaking of the games... I am sooooooo jealous of my brother. Next Tuesday he gets to go warm-up on the court during their shoot-around. So like you know if you go to the game early and some of the players are out there just shooting around? YEAH, my brother gets to go shoot with them. THEN after the game he gets to go to the press conference!

That's not it. He won TWO tickets to a game in December. FLOOR seats. That's right, those tickets that go for hundreds of dollars. The ones you see the celebrities sitting in, ON THE COURT. The guy who is responsible for bringing him to the place where he won them gets to go. I think I'm going to sabotage him though, cuz my brother told me I was his second choice. alkjfalkdjfiefjoaiejr

He also gets a ball autographed by the entire team, and a meet and greet with the whole team. WHATEVER!

Anyways, here's my brother and I at the game last night.... (well during the shoot-around)


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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

5:54PM

I really can't believe prop 8 passed.

But... HOPE!

The people in San Francisco are taking a stand against injustice!

The San Francisco City Attorney's office is planning to challenge the validity of Proposition H8TE to ban gay marriage.

A rep for the City Attorney's office says City Attorney Dennis Herrera will file the legal challenge in the California Supreme Court.

In addition, the first lesbian couple to get married in Los Angeles County, after the Supreme Court threw out the gay marriage ban, are also planning to bring a lawsuit against Prop 8.

Roughly 400,000 votes separate yes from no on Prop 8 – out of 10 million votes tallied.

Based on turnout estimates reported yesterday, we expect that there are more than 3 million and possibly as many as 4 million absentee and provisional ballots yet to be counted.

Given that fundamental rights are at stake, we must wait to hear from the Secretary of State tomorrow how many votes are yet to be counted as well as where they are from.

It is clearly a very close election and we monitored the results all evening and this morning.

As of this point, the election is too close to call.

Because Prop 8 involves the sensitive matter of individual rights, we believe it is important to wait until we receive further information about the outcome.

Geoff Kors
Executive Committee NO on Prop 8

Kate KendellExecutive Committee
NO on Prop 8"

ALSO

Show up to this TONIGHT!

Copy and paste this message and email it to all your friends and family.

Strength in numbers!!!!!

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Proposition 8 Protest Rally & Street Closures
Wednesday, November 5th

As deeply disappointed as we all are that California voters passed Proposition 8, we must not allow that disappointment to linger. This vote is a temporary defeat in the long march toward equal rights for all citizens in America.

Please join me for a protest rally tonight at 7 pm on San Vicente Blvd between West Hollywood Park and the Pacific Design Center (647 N. San Vicente Blvd. West Hollywood CA 90069) as we move forward towards restoring equality for all in California.

San Vicente Blvd, between Santa Monica Blvd and Melrose Avenue will be closed tonight starting at 6 pm. San Vicente south-bound traffic will be directed to make left or right at Santa Monica Blvd. Signs have already been posted to help divert traffic.

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2:25AM - Its been awhile my friend

I noticed that I never really give the time of day to make an entry except for maybe a couple of days out of the year, but I just want to let you know:


Life has been Great lately! I have achieved my happiness with Keith! Isn't that a miracle in its self? We haven't fought in a long ass time! He's been extra nice and cleaned and been so responsible with all that he does. He has a job, he bought a new car ( a 08 honda civic SI thats black with 4 doors), bought me roses for nothing since like the first couple months we have been together, and he is really busy being the man that i know that will eventually be my husband....

Its weird to think about him being my husband...we've been together for so long, we know each other from the inside out, our faults, our strengths, all that we have in common and all that we don't, but all that seperates us, makes us individuals. Our interestes are so different and yet not so different. We love each other that there is not One day that we dont say I Love You or Kiss, I have to say it, we are in Heaven.

Not to mention my job is going great, I have been on top as far as sales go, and I have the best friends I can ever have up here. I'm having a girls night at my house with drinks, sex and the city and porn! I'm Super Stoked!!!!


It has finally come....Complete Happiness :)

Current mood: happy
Current music: Phil Collins, In the air tonight
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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

10:59PM

I couldn't be more happy to have Obama as our new president.

I popped my voting cherry today, and it felt gooooddddddddddddd.



........that was gross.

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